Elisha

I know I have been complaining a lot and I apologize. My guide says not to do that. But it’s the way I feel most of the time. He says that if I stop, my life and my outlook will change. That I will be able to do things I never thought of before.

I spend a lot of time trying to figure out what those things will be. But I can’t. They are not in the possibility of my thinking.

I tried before, but I must admit that I did not try with a full heart. I need to do better and really try. I know he is trying to help me but sometimes I think that it’s not possible. There I go complaining again. It just comes out of my mouth. It is so a part of me that I don’t know if it’s possible to stop.

My guide says I must. I should listen to him. He has been right about so many other things.

I will. It is no longer about trying. It is now about doing. Doing is now my keyword, the word that will take me forward.

Please help me by reminding me. I really want to do it.  Thanks